Simbolic portrait "A Choise"

Choice.

"Do I really have a choice?" I often ponder this question. Ever since my early childhood, my mother instilled in me the belief that being an artist was not a viable profession. As a result, I pursued a technical education and became a technician. However, I found myself feeling burnt out, and it was only through art that I found purpose again.

But even then, did I truly have a choice? I was heavily dependent on my parents at that time. And now, as I reflect on my current situation, I wonder if I truly have a choice or if it's just an illusion, as everything seems to be predetermined.

I'm unsure...
With my painting, I try to express how I see the world, and on an emotional level I communicate with the viewer, hoping to fix the moment. In my paintings, I try to convey the joy of being. My inspirations are also my life experience, the work of other artists, events, people and places around me.I put a piece my soul in each artwork. It is an amazing feeling when other people can touch my heart and my soul through my paintings.The real painting looks much better than the photo.Feel free to send me a message if you have questions.
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